I was reluctant to type that word above as the title of this entry. I personally never get bored. It's not something I'm used to saying, but even less I'm used to feeling it.
I have achieved a new sensation and that is boredom.
In my normal life I'm up very early to do my own practices, then I'm teaching and then I have chai and breakfast or lunch and socialise whilst eating, then the afternoon offers whatever it does and I'm usually very content with my life. Right now though I'm not teaching and that component is sorely missing I'm afraid.
I love doing my own practice of asana, then chanting and all the other things I do and then to see what it brings to my teaching. Now there is no outlet for all this energy I'm building up though, so it's circulating around and with no outlet it's turning back on my and asking me to do some more. More what though? I'm just not sure.
I've been doing an evening pooja that is intense and burns off a lot of the excess before I settle in for the evening, but I'm needing some more physical outlet. Don't get me wrong, I'm still okay having less to do so I'm not complaining at all, just saying that if there were more to do that would be a godsend.
So between now and the end of October I'm free if anyone needs a Mysore style teacher or their program covered! Just putting that out there hahaha
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